by Soul Sucker

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I honestly wish I had the strength to take my own life.
i've wanted to for far to
longing for the day I can be at peace.
will this feeling ever cease?
or will I always be a slave to this?

I'm completely miserable I never wanted to feel like this.
it's killing me
it hurts so much
it hurts every day.
end this pain
every day i'm getting closer to doing what I should have done years ago.
now this is my final stand

I can't face my fears
I can't face myself
it's so hard to admit I fucking need help

I'm sorry you knew me.
i'm sorry i'm no help.
I just wanted to be the person for you that I wish I could be for myself.
i'm sorry you knew me.
i'm sorry i'm no help.
I just wanted to be the person for you that I could never be for myself.

Sleepless nights are nightmares when your thoughts haunt your reality.
the blade will kiss my skin and the life left inside will slowly pour out.
pour out.
the life will pour out.

Cold sweat, immobilized.
I can't see through these bloodshot eyes.
I am laying under darkened skies, counting down the days until I die.

burn in hell motherfucker


released October 19, 2015
Mastered by Kyle Collins
Recorded and mixed by Tommy Wood
Music & Lyrics by Soul Sucker

Special thanks to Micah Witliff for mixing and mastering the drums.

Shout outs: Amnesty, Vice Ring, Falsifier, Speaker, Heart & Harm, Drag The Lake, Vigor, Prison, At Odds, False Hope, Purgatory (Keswick), The Luminary, David Tidwell, Border City Agency, Spirited Below Clothing Co, and of course Iron Tyson Cushman.

Ontario Hardcore is so rad.
There are so many talented bands and great people in our scene and we are proud to be a part of it.

Thank YOU!

- SS



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Forest City Hardcore

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